Blather

I am now officially in therapy. brandus decided that i need more help than he knew how to give after i spent all morning crying for NO REASON. but i feel better now. no, really. still feel crappy, but im not quite so inclined to burst into tears over nothing.

had today off from work, but still have to go to my touchy feely masters class in about 10 minutes, and the only reason im not staying here is because there is no food here and no brandus. of course, he just called and asked if i even care if class absences affect my grade, so yeah, not going. so there.

spent last night reading livejournal and fanfiction, which lead to me writing fanfiction, which lead to a conversation spanning my lj, a friends lj, and an innocent bystanders lj about a gigantic, walking, man eating purple orchid named “Petey.” dont ask me, i just work here.

made cookies last night too, and used my pretty new cookie press. it was very fun, but sadly, i cooked all of them, which sucks, because i want the dough. grr. but brandus likes spritz cookies, which is why i made them. also, we are almost out of milk, which is bad.

we went to see Constantine this weekend, which was insanely fun. brandus wanted to go for the demons, and i wanted to go for the Keanu, but thats only because i didnt know TILDA SWINTON was in it!

I first saw Tilda in Virgina Wolff’s cracktastic Orlando, where she plays a feminine looking guy who lives forever and wakes up one day as a masculine looking girl. i love it. its insane. favorite dialogue?

Shelmerdine: You’re hurt ma’m.
Orlando: I’m dead, sir.
Shelmerdine: Dead. That’s serious. Can I help?
Orlando: Will you marry me?
Shelmerdine: Ma’am… I would gladly, but I fear my ankle is twisted.

HEE!

But Tilda plays Gabriel, and he/she (after Orlando, i dont assume with Tilda) is so completely fucked in the head that i am completely and totally in love with this movie for Gabriel! At the end? “You chose the higher path!” BWAH!

plus, Keanu is pretty.

in conclusion? alia is a little messed up, give her movies and she’ll be fine. or something.

actually, how about this.

in conclusion? Toast. *giggles*