Author Archives: alianora

With My Mouth Closed

I’m struggling to even know what to post here lately. It wouldn’t be so complicated if he didn’t read the spiral sometimes. If he hadn’t lashed out in a comment still sitting in the moderation queue. But he does, and … Continue reading

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Hope and Bravery and Beginning Again

Once upon a time, when we were newly arrived in North Carolina by way of two years in Alaska, I was frustrated and stressed and we were out of money. See, when we left Alaska, I resolved to myself that … Continue reading

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My life feels like a rollercoaster.

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From the Trenches of Alcoholism

I can tell now. I know what to look for. And that fact alone has been hard won.It’s come from emergency gallbladder surgery two years ago. From the call from your work a year and a half ago. From a grand mal seizure on the Santa Clause train in front of my entire family this December. From when your skin was yellow. From when the police brought you home. Continue reading

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Insert Sponsor Here: Craftsy

I try not to mention ads too much, although I do run them in the sidebar. Yes, it costs money to run a blog, but in all honesty, I’ve been running a few ads for years and I’m pretty sure … Continue reading

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