Lost Babble

its a very boring day.

avoidance of any actual teaching..not that my kids noticed, as most were avoiding class today, lots of papers to grade, lots of IEPs to finish..not that i did.

been contemplating fandoms some more. i think its weird how people get involved in some shows but not in others. for example, i watch Angel, but rarely read fic..unless it has Spike in it, of course. i watch Gilmore Girls, comment at TWoP on occasion, read fic, make icons, etc..Joan of Arcadia too..

so why some shows/movies and not others?

i am a RABID Matrix fan. its one of my favorite movies. but i avoid the fic, the fansites, etc. but its not because i dont like the movie.

huh.

any ideas?

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WTF?

I truely do not understand people sometimes. I was over in the closest shopping center (right across from my high school) with one of my kids, having just come out of a successful interview for a volunteer position for said kid. we stopped by Walrus ice cream to celebrate, and the woman behind the counter starts chatting. I tell her that i help my kids get job experience and training before being put out into the real world, and she starts talking about how they tried to participate in the same program from the other high school, but that it didnt work.

“I mean, the kid was so dumb, she couldnt even work the register.”

i sputtered, i couldnt even talk i was so mad.

the kid is SPECIAL ED. did you try TEACHING her how to use the register?

you have 2 choices here:
1) you can teach the kid how to do the job, keeping in mind it will take a little longer and need more patience
2) you can pay taxes to support this kid for the rest of her life because you didnt bother to help her get/stay employed.

gah.

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Worth It

Sometimes, its a good thing to be a teacher.

one of my kids came in and said, “can i give you a hug, miss?”

“sure, kiddo. whats up?”

“miss, i just wanted you to know. because of you, ill graduate on time. thanks miss.”

*sniffle*

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Pancakes and Pain

Im taking “I love you like pancakes”.

damn you Joss! damn you! i dont even care about Fred and Wesley. i dont! you shove me into Fred’s sudden realization of feelings for him, give us one episode leading up to it, then attempt to destroy us with their love.

and so help me, you actually made it work.

i dont even care about them as a couple. as individuals, sure. but a couple? oh please. but you made me sniffle over something i would rather ignore, and i will not forgive you easily for that.

however, your Spike? heart.breaking. please pay James more. and tell him to stop by my house sometime. but how quickly he leapt to Fred’s defense and in the comforting? i loved, “let them send an army,” when somebody said that somebody would be sent to stop them.

and personally? im so glad Knoxy was proven evil. and that little smirk? simultainous sex and evil.

i shall miss fred and her odd way of talking, as well as her lovelyness. but i have faith in you, Joss, i know you will not let us down with this weird “girl is taken over by evil” plot..even though it sounds familar somehow..and i know you will give angel the proper send off it deserves..and not some one hour that ties up all the ends but doesnt answer any questions and collapses all of Sunnydale..wait, sorry, wrong show.

And, i truely hope that Angel and Lindsey can have their one passion filled night before Angel goes off the air. cause they have been in lust/love for years, and deserve more than a token goodbye. oh, and bring Cordy in on it to, if possible?

Kisses,
alia

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Roswellian

So, while i was headed down to denver for the Roswell Season 1 Marathon krispy and i were doing, i started thinking of how i got involved in the whole roswellian fandom.

im moderately involved in several fandoms now, and was involved in a couple then. so why roswell?

it sure as hell wasnt the writing, cause after season 1, it was all downhill. it wasnt the main characters, cause by the end i was the founder and president of the “Max Must Die” club, and copresident of the “Liz is Evil” club. it had to have been the fandom.

i watched the first episode completely by accident..flipped past a channel with a girl writing in her journal..”5 days ago, i died. and then things got really weird.” and thought, “huh, that was kinda cool.”

i cant even remember what lead me to look online for information about roswell. i really cant. but i joined a list. sounds pretty innocent, right? but this list was the RoswellAfterCurfew list, and it had most of the greats in the fic world. Mnenosyne, Elizabeth, Courtney, Loki, Pilar, LovelyPoet..is it any wonder i fell in love with the fic?

i regret to say that i wasnt one of the original “Grits and Ice Tea Girls”, but i was one of the “RAC Gutter Girls” on the same list. everyone chatted, there was lots of fic..and people kept mentioning Michael and Maria. as this was only about the 3rd or 4th episode, i vaguely remembered Maria as Liz’s kooky best friend, and Michael as the guy with the attitude. but there were stories and interpretations and i got caught up in it, and it was fun.

Hundreds of websites sprung up. dedicated to Liz and Max, Michael and Maria…not nearly enough dedicated to Alex. many, way too many have disappeared. but some of the greats are still there.
roswell underground is no longer updated, but its still there.
ficorama still has some of the best fic in the business

Then, the shipper wars occured..you think that there is sniping and backstabbing in other fandoms? dear jeebus, you havemt even gotten started. the Dreamers hated the Candies, the Candies hated the Dreamers, and everybody hated the Rebel Alliance. it was UGLY. Fanforum was probably the worst of it, and i advoided there as much as possible. I hung out in Egypt and Candy is Dandy and sometimes, when my friend buggs was around, hung out in the Insomniacs Thread at FanForum.

Slowly, as roswell hit season 3 and Maria’s character was destroyed (and Liz did her horrible granny panty tail shake. *shudder*), sites started disappearing, writers stopped writing, boards closed, the RAC list died. and it was sad.

roswellian fandom was a rush to be involved with. many people i met i still talk to. i met krispy somehow..i cant even remember how, i still sometimes talk to Reese, and buggs even less, but they are still on my AIM list. Kara of RoswellUnderground and i bond occansionally over our love for all things Irish, and EmilyFairy inherited most of my old My Little Pony collection.

the fandom still exists, but it is much diminished. Starstruck Art is no longer anywhere i can find. the roswellunderground/egypt board is nothing but archives now. mnemosyne hasnt had a new fic in ages. and the M&M Files, one of my favorite fic sites, closed down completely.

but we are still here, in pockets at the Candy is Dandy board, and KravingCandy.net, the Bordello of Fanfiction, and, at Mudpies, my own site.

am i crazy? yes. duh.

but ive never gotten into another fandom the way i did with roswell. and im involved in quite a few..harry potter, xmen movieverse, newsies, earth2, angel, buffy, gilmore girls, joan of arcadia..(although im really getting into joan lately), but they never pulled me in like roswell.

im teetering on the edge of doing my own rosfic rec every week or so..or maybe a site rec, but i dont even know if any roswellians come here with the exception of krispy. would anyone be interested? would anyone care?

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